Whatever I did worked

I successfully lost my Girlfriend due to stupidity, misplaced anger and general personality disorder. Wow! Not getting anything right lately. Feel very alone. On a positive note, got some Anger Management books from the library and a new supplement from my Shrink that will hopefully keep my mouth shut. I guess i'll be retreating into depression and poverty land. Rough seas ahead!

Pickles Come In Barrels Because They Know What It's Like Outside.

Essentially, What the fuck? Why is it always exploding? I'm always fucking up. Endlessly. I'm starting to feel like myself 30 years ago. Depressed. Lost. Wanting to tear it all down and start over. Still, NO ONE fully understands me. I allow myself to be walked on constantly. I'm involved in situations I really don't want to be in. Maybe I should morph back into a hermit again. No expectations, no disappointments.